LOVE Beyond Ego and Shadows

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I can be fearless, strong and visionary … but I also LOVE to be open and vulnerable. These parts come out best in the presence of a loving, pure angel who is not afraid of sweet, healing tears and honestly opening up for each other.

Too many angels have left me alone on my path, sensing intuitively that they are not able to keep up with my longing to LOVE and grow together.

What should I do? Is Gaia the wrong planet for me? Some call it ‘hell’, as it is the dimension furthest away from deep LOVE. It is certainly the best training ground to find out the difference between ego and heart.

Why can’t we embrace LOVE with open arms?

The series ‘Dickinson’ is a modern approach that shows how the famous American poet might have spent her days, mostly in her private room, feeling and writing about the most essential parts of human life. It was only accepted and published after she had crossed over.

I am aware of the fact that these things happen to those who are supposed to be totally focused on their inner processes and not be influenced by outside opinions, and I highly value this path. It’s not about becoming famous, it’s just about how our inner and outer work helps us to grow and to become who we are meant to be.

My visions are the poetic work of an intuitive pioneer. It is likely that many in the collective spiritual family find their way to similar ideas. So it does not matter so much whether someone appreciates my work or even reads it or listens to me when they meet me in person.

It doesn’t matter if someone rejects me, whether because of personal fears or because they cannot face their own shadows and reflect them onto me. These rejections make me sad, but hey, I feel for you! When we are unable and unwilling to see our own shadow, we prefer to follow the ideas and stories of others because it feels so much safer. I lived like this for most of my life until I realised that only my deepest intuitive personal truth matters to me because it comes from the deepest purity I know.

Each of us simply logs on to the spiritual network cloud, picks up what others have gone through and adapts it to our personal growth paths. What matters is that I continue to go through my personal processes and add my part to the collective consciousness that everyone has access to.

I LOVE you without even knowing you because you have read this far. Whether you want to LOVE me back is entirely up to you.

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